i think i met me.
she was ungraspable though careing.
head in clouds yet interested.

i didn´t fell in love with her, i think. it wouldn´t be possible or good anyway.
first person i´d love to fuck, not only for cheer sex of it.

best would be i think, meeting her again, some other point in my life and feel about her whole a new amazing way.

inpatient, afraid i screw up. 'screw the screwdriver' she said